Finished school completely!! Yay!!

I had my Geography exam yesterday and I passed!! Woot Woot!! =D

That's all I needed to finish school, so I did! 4 months later than I should've, but I did =P. Now I won't start college till May or June so through that time I'll take some time to read friends entries and catch up with what people's been doing. I hate to not know stuff and I get annoyingly self-centered lately, I hate that even more. I even annoy myself!!

On Diego&Me... well I miss him like hell, he never gets days off, I'm not in a good position to afford travelling back and forth all the time there and I miss the times he could just stay here at the lair.

I've been going the most I could there but you know it's not cheap, prices have gone so high this year for no apparent reason, last year when he was the one travelling here prices were at half, and since he could stay as long as he wanted he didn't travel too many times a week.

Plus... big issue here... things aren't clear between him and his parents, and that's something I totally respect (even when he's 21 and should be able to sit and talk to his parents... but well it's his choice not mine), but I get the most awkward situations at his place, and his house's really small we don't get the privacy we had at my lair, he doesn't even have a decent door in his room, so her mom or dad can either hear or see whatever's going on in his room... which he shares with his sister.

I understand their economical situation, and again I respect it deeply, but that doesn't mean I feel any better when I'm there. His sis is really cool, she even likes me better than she likes her brother, but we've been having arguments lately, and she's been there to witness them... Last friday Diego made a big scene at 4am, yellin' at me 'cause I told him he was drinkin' too much and his beer-belly won't go away, he got so pissed he woke the whole house up...

I left next morning as early as I could when he was working, he apoligized over the phone and he came to my house on sunday, but until then it was all messy. I'm always crying over these arguments we have, and I'm always having bad times at his place for one reason or another. I never ever had a full good day there.

More drama in this cut:




Sorry for ALL THAT drama I just posted, needed to vent somewhere. I feel like it's just me being dramatic about all this, and probably I'm the one who's ridiculously wrong about things. I hope I am, I hate it when I'm right about bad things.

I love all my KTEBers and unless Diego goes against it, I'll be updatin' myself with your LJs soon. lol

Love. Danny
♥

Ok, insomnia, bad bad insomnia... means can't sleep, means I'm sittin' on my computer 5.33 a.m. writing an LJ entry ...


I kinda feel my eyes wanting to close now so I'll take the shot and jump into bed... I'll be SO sleepy this weekend at Diego's (not really at Diego's), and that's the last thing I want  =(

6.20 now, I type really slow, lol. I might end this final note at 6.30 =P
I'm gonna go to bed now, once again I send all my love and hugs to my beloved sanistas
You're all in my heart everywhere I go! Thank you for being there for me since 2004! or 03 can't remember when I joined LOL

That's just Danny =P
See you all in the next entry! =)

♥

Lot's been going on since I left LJ, like finishing school, finding a decent-ish boyfriend, etc etc...
I've decided to come back to LJ so I can keep up with my friends over the oceans and they can
keep up with me.

This is just gonna be a brief report on what's been going on at Danny's Lair.

For starters, you know my name isn't Danny, lol. I'm your lovely Rod! hehehe...
Ever seen "Samantha Who?" the TV show? well I feel kinda like that, only I haven't forgotten the things
I've done, but I do regret most of them.

Don't know if you remember I had fallen in love with a guy named Matias... even when I knew it wouldn't go
anywhere, 'cause really he was not interested in serious relationships like I was... You do the math, somehow
that lead me to be with a lot of people and become such a slut.

Being the gay ambient so filled up with jealousy, hatred and horny lil' fags, that combined gives you a lot of enemies.
I got labeled as easy but I was really just having fun, even if I know now how wrong that was.

I finally met my actual boyfriend, Diego. He was like heaven sent. He fell for me while I was still involved in two dead-end relationships, which of course, ended. I fell for him too, even if it took me just a little longer than him to realize how much I loved him.
Being in a steady relationship still wouldn't take away the labels... it would really seem like there is people out there who hate me. He started getting e-mails and text messages about me all the time, mostly things about my past, warning him I was bad news, but hey, I was 17, I had time to change, and I did, I changed. They also lied to him about my present, told him I would be secretly meeting past affairs and stuff, when I didn't even get out of my house other than for going to school.

We both had Fotolog.com pages that had to be closed due to a constant harrasment, and so I decided I didn't need that, I didn't need to be struggling with those people, and if Fotolog was their way of getting to me, I would get out of it. Diego followed couple days after.

And so life goes on. We're fine now. Except for last friday, that I went out to that same gay club again, I didn't missbehave, that I can tell, but I'll tell you about this in another entry, 'cause I gotta run!!

See you guys later!
Love! Danny